i have to resort to blogging because nobody is and i'm bored haha.

today was a goood break from the studying routine.
hope i dont lose momentum tho.
jiayou everyone (:

was revisiting some old thoughts again.
about how life is rather meaningless.
that sounds emo haha but i dont mean it in that way.
its like yes we can seek to make our lives meaningful by doing good deeds and doing what truly makes us happy.
we each contribute to mankind's history and progress simply by existing.
but on a larger scale, what is the purpose in life? not your life or mine, but the whole concept of life - living.
in the end, we are but mere mortals, and as part of nature, go through the process of life and death.
6 billion people and billions more before going through this life cycle but what is the end goal?
is there meant to be one anyway?
i guess the religious would have this figured out but its a tough question for free thinkers.
perhaps that's why people turn to religion for answers.
the logical method seems too complex or maybe its inadequate to answer such questions.

or maybe im just thinking too much about things i dont have enough experience to adequately think about.
i guess i'll revisit this when im older and hopefully i'll have some enlightening revelations (:
and hopefully i'd keep a questioning mind amidst all the hustle and bustle of modern life.

okay end of weird thoughts here.
yayness prelims are over (:

im back!
to say that im going (:

australia :D
flying tmr afternoon, coming back next tues morning.
soo please dont msg/call in case i decide to bring my phone heh.
oh wait. my mum's phone.
my phone died on me today ):
seems like the problem is so common there's a youtube video of it xD

just in case i happen to land in the pacific ocean or sth ><
im thankful for all my friends and everything they've done for me.
grateful that im so lucky to have met many great people in school & class & band & everywhere (:
i've been thinking a bit about dying and all because of this trip :X
i've some phobia for flights. whats that called haha.

stay happy everyone (:
till im back with nougats to cheer you all up haha (:

this looks soooo goood.
im feeling hungry :P

think i'll get to eat some great food like lobster at the pinnacles! :D
may be visiting a bakery for some gooood pastries too like chocolate cakes/brownies.
there's probably steak as well...
and burgers...
..
*droools*

perth here i comee~ (:

haha and happy belated valentine's day!

i has a quote to share:
"It (valentine's day) started as a very pure romantic holiday, until capitalism and marketing spiked it. We are retreating back a little bit to the original meaning behind the day. (because the recession has forced ppl to cut back on spending and more are doing handmade gifts /homecooked dinners)”

i think it's true to a certain extent.
seems like expensive is the keyword to a good gift nowadays.
so with money, it is easy to impress and continually make your partner happy.
but how real is that.
same with displays of affection.
some people seem to thrive on them.
they get hurt, their partner displays affection, they forgive.
then it just keeps looping until they finally realise that it's not going to work out that way.

i guess it is especially so for younger couples desperate for love haha.
and there's like dda (digital displays of affection) where ppl show off their love on facebook and the likes.
haha its quite funny reading them actually.
"XXX loves deardear forever!"

oh well it's nice that they're happy but i think somethings others dont really want to know.
why dont you tell whoever personally and keep it privateee thank you very muchhh.

and for all i know, i'd be doing all these next haha.

okay i know im quite laggg.
but have been so lazy to blog haha.
soo hope everyone enjoyed their new year (:
had a pretty quiet one at home rotting as usual.
nice that sch doesn't start on the 2nd.
for once, new year didn't mean end of hols.
but oh well the end's at hand.

tryinggg to do gp now.
it's a love-hate thing sigh.
writing is so bothersome,
yet without gp i'd be too lazy to think about all those "issues".
then i'd be some ignorant idiot.
but then again im still one haha.
okay so dreading gp is justified :D

the remaining days before school starts again are going to go by pretty fast.
quite a lot of activities with class bbq and band pracs and band chalet.
boooo to bbqs. all the chaoda + butterified food haha.

sooooo new year.
08 has been a good year imo.
tho meeting lots of new ppl is rather tiring for antisocial me.
no major upsets for me as far as i can rmb.
my memory's been failing badly tho.
not exactly all bad becos i dont rmb sad stuff for long haha.
thank you to all for having made my 08 memories.
thanks for the lessons too. have learnt a lot (the non-acad stuff).

oh it's happy new year +3 already.

hmm should i make new year resolutions.
okay for the fun of it haha.
1. think seriously about my ambition & make a decision sooon.
2. make studies a top priority and hopefully less procrastination.
3. be a good friend & family member.

stop at 3! that's what mind your body says haha.
mmm yup those aren't impossible.
and are really important to me.
good luck to all who made resolutions too (:
09 will be tough i guess.
but looking beyond isn't any better becos i dont even know what the future holds for me.

way to go for 1.

i think i haven done half the things i wanted to do in my hols list posted earlier.
haha am i surprised.

Merry Christmas everybody (:
Believer or not, i think christmas is a good excuse to get out with family & friends, say sweet things, talk to people you haven't heard from in ages, and do whatever you normally would be too embarrassed or shy to do ^^

saw this christmas quote that's somewhat what i feel.
"My idea of Christmas, whether old-fashioned or modern, is very simple: loving others. Come to think of it, why do we have to wait for Christmas to do that?"

Go spread some love now~ (: